Thing happening so fast nowadays....
Carefree days are relatively over... now it is the CA time... Everybody seems to be studying... and thats no exception for me too... but marketing seems so difficult.... I just cant grasp hold of the concepts surrounding it...
Then there is the CCC involvement and the partial involvement in YFC as well... then I guess I would be in Strings Enssamble too... arrrgh... so busy... dunno how to manage my time le....
If this continues to go on... I might have to drop some of my involvement in church liaw.... and I guess this would not be very good....
I've told Timothy and Jason about my past already... I really really wonder how they think about me now that they know who I was in the past... do they secretly dispise me?... I... I dont think so... but... there is a high possibility too....
My past would throw a person who know me for the first time into either hatred, a stunted friendship... or a really beautiful friendship.. because... that is the only secret I have to hide....
Once you know my past, you know 99% of me... basically because i dont exectly know that 1% either...
Tests are coming tests are coming! Stress stress stress... haha... but I'm sure with God's grace, I will be able to pass the tests.... However, for now, I must put in my best effort....
Until now I wonder if it is a mistake that I revealed myself so openly to my 2 frens who are so close to me....... but new...
I hope that God will take care of them and bless whatever they do.......
What am I feeling now: Stressed (?) ... Rather deep in thought now.......
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